Year-End Angst
…of a different colorAs usual, I have a ton of things to do, before the year ends (and feel like I’m FAILing, to get them done).
This time, it’s kind of unique, because they involve additional areas. But also, I recently picked up steam, and actually got some tasks completed (despite being sleep-deprived, etc…) - Anyway: It’s all covered, on my Twitter stream.
http://twitter.com/AakashRaut
Right now, there’s a mixture of:
The seasonal angst, the repeated regrets, the cabin fever, the agony of time slipping away (and passing), the fear of missing this key opportunity (the end of the year!) to get things done, which I should’ve earlier this year, but for which this could be a good time to take care of them…
There’s that, plus the fear I’m forgetting something.
And also: The regret that I’m not out right now (the regular West Side Young Adult NewYear’sEve gathering isn’t there today… I was glad to have been at those, in 2002, last year, and the year before (though in both of the latter cases, I didn’t arrive till shortly after midnight, as I was doing… Well, THIS type of thing! ;-).
On the up side, however…
Thanks to the incredible Tyler Sickmeyer (via Twitter), along with a boost from Joyce Meyer, for providing the inspiration, to break out of the rut this early-evening.
I’ve gotten the ball rolling, and am now going to start sending the year-end [e-mail] thank-you notes! (Really wish I’d gotten the snail-mail ones in the mail earlier, but they will be going out soon.)
And who knows… I may actually get a chance to go out tonight (or will it be next year, before I get out of the house?), after all!
In any case…
As I said, seven years ago (wow!!) ~ PLEASE DO NOT allow what’s happening on my end (both externally, and in) put a damper on your holiday spirit.
Please STOP reading this, right NOW, and head over to a church service (or church gathering).
At West Side, the Singles Groups is having their gathering (which some of the Young Adults will be at), despite there not being the WS YA annual party, as is usually done.
In nearby Mt. Pulaski, there’s a public, community-wide event, sponsored by a local church.
[I’ve never been to Holy Ground Coffee House; I really wish I had been. They kick of the Countdown to New Year’s at 9:00 PM tonight.]

Or, if you’re in our neck of the state, you could also head downtown, to First Night Springfield, or perhaps to Mt. Pulaski, for their community-wide festivities!!
[Also: From what I’ve heard, those tornados have passed away, from this area at least, by now.]
So, stop reading this, and go out! (Or if you’re staying at home, do something else.)
Be safe this season.
And also (like we advocated, for Thanksgiving), put aside the worry and angst, re: the issues/debates/problems that have been plaguing our minds… and enjoy!
Merry CHRISTmas (yes, still!
and happy new year, to you and yours!!